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Wednesday, June 24, 2009, 6/24/2009 09:27:00 AM
I'm still trying
Yesterday i forward eu a night msg and asked if eu eat durian?Eu reply-ed:" I dont eat, dont buy anything for me okies."
I reply:" okies, then i dont buy THAT for eu lo."
For the past 2 months, i've been doing things that i have never done before. Even though eu didn't even forward me a "thanks" sms, i still tell myself,
I will continue cause i still love eu.
I wont ask for anything in return.
I just want eu to know that i really care for eu.
During these period, crying almost every night silently with my pillows beside, never did complain to anyone or regret what i've done.
Most of eu all disapprove of what i'm doing now. I dont blame eu all.
I told them,
'I will stop when my heart wants me to.'
It's foolish and silly.
I cannot tell eu all anymore.
It's hard&difficult.
I'm just so sad.
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Planning for the things that's gonna happen 2 weeks later from now.
I work.
I save.
I learn.
I do.
I buy.
I give.
Proving to eu my sincerity.
Maybe it's the last time.
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Sometimes in life we have to come to a realisation that giving doesnt mean receiving.
Last but not least, jenny told me she has an oven at home!
misses~