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    Thursday, August 6, 2009, 8/06/2009 02:23:00 PM
    Let it go

    Have been thinking alot.
    I'm very very very confused.

    Where are eu when i need eu?
    Where are eu on my birthday?
    Not even a reply.

    You have ur problems i know.
    Maybe eu don't want to burden me i know.
    But he say there is hope, this i don't know.

    For eu i have really done all that i could.
    I don't go around telling people what i do.
    God have eyes.
    Maybe eu did get touched by alittle, i don't know.
    Or maybe not at all.

    But ur actions tell me everything,
    That eu don't bother at all.

    He say eu want me to change.
    This is ur reason.
    What can i say.

    Standing inside the packed mrt cabin, i was thinking,
    " I don't have to skip fyp just to go to amk to get him food anymore, when i'm so scared that my sup will knows."

    " I don't have to think of what food to buy for him, what presents, what things that i can do or make for him during occasions anymore."

    " I don't have to think of ways to help solve his problems, worrying about his leg and stuffs."

    " I don't have to scare that he will scold his friend that helped me or sent a text to me asking me not to get him anything anymore."

    " I should be happy."

    But i don't know why tears begin to flow down my cheeks.
    What is the use of hanging on when i know i already has no space in ur heart?

    I broke a glass accidentally, my favourite glass.
    It's a pity to throw it away.
    I tried many ways, i used super super glue to stick it back.
    But no use.
    It cannot return to how it is used to be.
    What's left is shattered glasses.
    If i insist on keeping them, i will get hurt by those shattered pieces and bleed one day.
    So, i can only throw it away.

    I'm not blaming eu.
    I don't have the right.
    You deserve better.