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    Thursday, November 12, 2009, 11/12/2009 02:01:00 AM
    Wishful thinking

    Imagine being the only person using a typewriter in a room full of computers,
    or watching a comedy movie in a cinema which eu think it's funny, and eu laughed,
    eu realised that there are nobody laughing other than eu.
    This is what i'm feeling right now.

    So much difference between yesterday & today.
    I was hoping, wishing & i thought.
    HA-HA-HA.
    I think i can only laugh at myself.

    If there are 2 plates of fried rice infront of eu,
    1 looks appetizing, smells great & with lots of seafood toppings.
    The other plate looks burnt & only with a few slices of meat.
    Which one would eu choose to eat?

    If eu have $$,
    would eu get a $500 worth of wallet or a $50 worth of wallet?

    Everybody like good and beautiful stuffs & not the opposite.
    Similarly, everyone like their friends/family or anyone to treat them good, at least with their true heart.
    &
    I always thought that as long as eu treat that person sincerely, he/she will do the same.
    But it's not.

    D said something harsh to me.
    1st time that he talked to me in that tone.
    But i know he meant well.

    You have already told me your ans long long ago.
    I thought i can change something or that eu want me to do something.
    But, it's just my wishful thinking.
    ALL ARE JUST MY WISHFUL THINKINGS.

    &&&

    I swear i'll stop.
    How unfair is life.
    fuck.