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Saturday, December 5, 2009, 12/05/2009 02:46:00 AM
Black Friday
Today is not Friday the 13th but everything seems to be so wrong.So i was late for an hour for wafer lecture and the lecturer was going thru CT format.
When she was going thru the calculations,
my head was like full of ????????
SHIT!
Monday, sem proj presentation & quiz.
Tuesday, com net & wafer lab tests. Com skills assignment 2 & resume.
Wednesday, automation control lab test.
Thursday, power E lab test.
Friday, finally a rest day from lab tests but still have school.
Automation report due in 3 weeks time.
Following week, CT.
OMG, tell me how many things i need to do.
=(
Then today i saw someone & he pretends that he never see me.
It's ok and i messaged him, asking if i could meet him and sort things out face to face.
He didn't reply.
He told my friend that he don't want see me and most probably scold me when he sees me.
He even says:
if eu (my friend) and her (me) ask me out, i would meet eu (my friend) cos i don't wana lose eu as a friend.
At that moment, my heart sank.
Words can be hurting, and the person who wrote such things won't know how hurting it is because he is the one writting it and not the one feeling it.
After that, was rushing off to work.
Never plan to work on weekdays actually, but my manager say they are short of people.
So i try to help as much as i can.
I work from wed to sat straight.
Lesson ends at 450 and i have to start work at 530.
Without saying bye to most of my clsmates, i walked as fast as i could to the mrt station.
It was cold, it was drizzling.
Get changed into my working attire and it's already 510.
I know that i will sure be late.
I need to call my manager and inform him.
Just at this time, my hp batt went flat.
Thinking that it might be faster if i take a cab down,
i hop onto a cab.
" Orchard."
" Cannot, take the next cab."
Fine, i hop on to the next cab.
" Going where?"
" Orchard."
" Cannot, cannot."
Out again. -.-
In less than 5 mins, i went in and out of the cab 5-6 times.
I'm already rushing for time and yet they don't wana fetch me to that place.
So pissed off that i slammed their taxi door.
@#$%^&(#%*!
Feels abit bad now. haha.
Finally, i got into a indian driver's cab.
The song was playing, the air- con was blowing, the rain hitting the windows.
And i cried.
Damn malu please.
The traffic was heavy.
I wasted $17 on cab when MRT seems to be faster at that point of time.
At work, the manager was beside wiping cutlery.
& it came a cappuccino order.
I was too eager to prove that i can do a nice cappuccino bcos i know he is observing.
But, it didn't turn out well.
Instead of foams, i think it's all bubbles.
When eu are too eager to achieve something, eu won't normally do it well at that point of time.
Lesson learned.
My thinkings are too fairytales already.
I thought that everything should end with happy endings.
I thought people always say, You reap what you sow.
Last, i left my bracelets at the toilet while changing.
I doubt it will still be there tml.
What a suay day seriously.