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    Wednesday, March 17, 2010, 3/17/2010 03:17:00 AM
    Easy yet hard

    I guess it's time to update my blog le.
    Been left here for so long.

    So first thing,
    What about school?
    Since 3 weeks that i unofficially graduated.
    Applied for NTU.
    &
    The person called me 1 day in the morning from ntu saying that i submitted an N level cert instead of an O level cert.
    =.=
    How careless!
    &
    I don't remember where's my O level cert.
    GOSH!
    So doubt i will get a place in there.
    But actually i don't really wana study in ntu cause it's stress and i could only choose engineering courses which i hate.

    Not NTU, then will be SMU, SIM.
    More keen on SIM maybe cause it's a private school and they have the courses i wanted to study since after my O.
    But, it's expensive as well.
    Part-time study was never a choice that i will consider.
    Actually, i know my parents kind of want me to get into uni also.

    I'm so confused.
    I don't want to work first cause i think that i still can afford to study for another 3 years.
    At least after 3 years, i will work.
    Seriously don't know what to do, although my mum says just apply, just study, but well... ...
    =(

    Second thing, my part-time job.
    Been waking up damn early in the weekends that my face kind of have rashes which are red and itchy.
    Did bar bar bar.
    Tiring than floor.
    Hate bangs but like bangs sometimes.
    Always wanted to know the limit that i can go until.

    &
    Will always get a sense of satisfaction when all the drinks are out at a very short period of time.
    Will be proud of myself sometimes.
    :)
    So somehow they say there will be a 'promotion' for me.
    Promotion = pay rise.
    Wasn't at all happy.
    Maybe there isn't any.
    Who knows.
    And i already thought of changing jobs.
    Just a matter of time.
    Last, i enjoyed my day with Alan today somehow.
    Watch Jack Neo's film: Being Human
    Everyone is talking about him now.
    He is the headlines everywhere.
    So this is what happens when eu are rich.
    Know how to film this movie but dono how to be a human himself.
    STUPID.
    Rather choose a poor and faithfully guy than a rich and unfaithfully one.
    Then we went for a spin and supper.
    He is a shy but nice guy.
    Why like my status.
    I'm thinking but i know the answer.
    You have flaws, so do i.
    I can accept yours.
    The next one that i can accepts means i like him.
    Sounds easy yet hard.
    My mum always ask me change that attitude of mine.
    & i know if i doesn't change,
    it will get me nowhere.
    It's easy to say eu will change, i thought i can.
    But i can't.
    Neither can eu.
    Once i love something, its hard for me to let go.
    I'm born this way.
    I'm born with this thinking towards love.
    This is not something which i can change easily.
    Maybe it's plain stupid and foolish.
    But,
    I seriously don't think it is something bad.
    Everything is just a matter of time.
    I know there's nothing as cannot, only whether eu want to try anot.