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Monday, June 29, 2009, 6/29/2009 09:23:00 AM
Random Sat + Baddie Sun + Monday blues
Sat, i woke up at 2pm and set off for work. Work was fine i guess but leg is still aching.After work, went to eat pastamania. Decided not to go home so early, so i and my friend grab a big can of carlsberg and we sat at ngee an city there and drink.
Told him alot maybe its because of the alcohol that's acting inside my body.
Almost did something ridiculous if i were to continue to drink on&on, BUT never.
Cabby home, bath, msg him, and it was a tiring and giddy "morning".
Sun, woke up, manage to catch 7 hrs+ of sleep. Saw the msg he reply and it became a moody sun morning for me =( .
You told me the reason why and we know its just a reason to comfort ourselves.
Yet, i chose to believe.
I told eu i want to help him.
After all all these, i set off to work.
Quite a slacking day with nth much to do.
After work, went to cine for late dinner with taha, shameer and impian.
Taha told me alot of things and teaches me what i should do.
He said in life, we must be selfish for once.
He asked me:" Why am i still so persistent after all these?".
Guess what i reply.
They planning to watch drag me to hell tml. but i watched already. Jane asked me if i want to meet her for dinner tml anot. so which one should i go?
Everything becomes so sucky when i reach woodlands.
@#$%^&*(#@&!
I don't like ppl to do things behind my back.
As long as i don't like MEANS i don't like.
Everything just soo sucky..EVERYTHING.
Mon, late as usual for fyp. week 5.. next week presentation. wth am i supose to do?
Been surfing net since week 1.
Taking my 2nd round of BTT later. I'm not going to fail again pls.
And i'm meeting jane for dinner later.
stress up with everything
Result: I freaking hell failed my BTT again =.=
Before i go, today i will know whether eu accept it anot.
Just want to tell eu, that im really sincere in helping eu. And i dont need anything from eu. I wan eu to be happy.
Friday, June 26, 2009, 6/26/2009 11:37:00 AM
Moody friday
My leg is aching after ytd's napfa.I failed my napfa but i'm surprised that i ran 5 rounds!
This is the song i'm listening to the whole day:
温岚 - 傻瓜
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其实他做的坏事我们都懂 没有什么不同
眼光闪烁 暧昧流动 闭上眼当作听说
其实别人的招数我们都懂 没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞 只是有一点别扭
傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留
傻瓜 我们都一样 被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样 却又再一次受伤
傻瓜 我们都一样 受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价 代价只是一句傻瓜
其实别人的招数我们都懂 没有什么不同
故作软弱 撒娇害羞 只是有一点别扭
傻瓜也许单纯地懂 爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留
傻瓜 我们都一样 被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样 却又再一次受伤
傻瓜 我们都一样 受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价 代价只是一句傻瓜
傻瓜 我们都一样 被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样 却又再一次受伤
傻瓜 我们都一样 受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价 代价只是一句傻瓜
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Went to play pool during break.
You reminded me of someone that's once so close to me.
But all past.
Right now,
Deep in my heart, i realise eu still occupy a very big space.
loves cm~
Wednesday, June 24, 2009, 6/24/2009 11:41:00 AM
Realise-s
I realise i do not have much time left.I realise i still have tons and tons of work to rush.
I realise i still have NO IDEA on what i'm suppose to prepare and present the week after next.
I realise both of my group mates aren't doing, aren't discussing, aren't taking things serious.
I realise i still have alot of things to plan, to think and to do.(or perhaps im thinking too much)
I realise..
realise......
blahblahblah...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
I'm stress&stress&stress.
I don't want to talk.
I want to run away.
I need encouragement.
I need to let it all out.
I need someone.
I need eu.
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Napfa later. I wish i can just keep on running&running&running..
misses~
6/24/2009 09:27:00 AM
I'm still trying
Yesterday i forward eu a night msg and asked if eu eat durian?Eu reply-ed:" I dont eat, dont buy anything for me okies."
I reply:" okies, then i dont buy THAT for eu lo."
For the past 2 months, i've been doing things that i have never done before. Even though eu didn't even forward me a "thanks" sms, i still tell myself,
I will continue cause i still love eu.
I wont ask for anything in return.
I just want eu to know that i really care for eu.
During these period, crying almost every night silently with my pillows beside, never did complain to anyone or regret what i've done.
Most of eu all disapprove of what i'm doing now. I dont blame eu all.
I told them,
'I will stop when my heart wants me to.'
It's foolish and silly.
I cannot tell eu all anymore.
It's hard&difficult.
I'm just so sad.
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Planning for the things that's gonna happen 2 weeks later from now.
I work.
I save.
I learn.
I do.
I buy.
I give.
Proving to eu my sincerity.
Maybe it's the last time.
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Sometimes in life we have to come to a realisation that giving doesnt mean receiving.
Last but not least, jenny told me she has an oven at home!
misses~
Tuesday, June 23, 2009, 6/23/2009 04:29:00 PM
SCARED
I do.I buy.
I care.
I love.
I believe.
I tried.
At the end of the day, what do i get? Im scared.
6/23/2009 01:41:00 PM
After like so long, i came back to blog again. It should be just like few days interest i think, aft that im leaving it to rot again.LOLS.So i'm not writting too much emo stuffs here. My 4th week of fyp. oh gosh..everything sucks! COS I DONO HOW TO DO! The supervisor is like leaving us in the centre of the deep pool asking us to learn how to float. I think before i float, i sank first. And one of my fyp mate can be really slow, not physically,mentally too. (so scare he saw, he is just sitting beside me!)
misses~