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    Tuesday, January 26, 2010, 1/26/2010 11:49:00 PM
    IMPULSIVE

    Something happen when the other thing haven end.
    Feel likes i'm going back to last time which i don't want.
    But i know it won't last.

    Everything will end once i graduate.
    HAIS.
    If only..
    If only..

    :(
    :(




    Wednesday, January 20, 2010, 1/20/2010 01:56:00 AM
    Even before i realised

    It's 20th Jan already even before i realised.
    3rd day of week 14,
    &
    Lesson offically will ends at week 17.
    & then follow by exams.
    Still have lots of meeting, catching up to organise with friends before they go into ns.

    At one point of time, am feeling quite sad to graduate from poly life.
    At another point of time, i wish to go into another chapter of my life.
    I'm happy for the friends i have made in poly.
    I'm really happy at one moment.
    There are people who make eu happy,
    people who make eu sad,
    people who make eu angry,
    people who really cares for eu.
    I appreciate and i think i will never forget my poly life & all the people i met.
    A month later,
    everybody will be heading to different directions.
    Even if we don't keep in contact,
    i still wish we will all be good.

    I'm addicted to this recently:
    I don't like gambling, just like the process and the fun of it.




    The images of eu still appears in my mind.
    Let me cherish eu.
    Sigh :(




    Saturday, January 16, 2010, 1/16/2010 01:00:00 AM
    Forgive and forget

    So just now, my friend said something that upsets me alot.
    I can only accept.
    It's not my fault.
    Who can i blame?
    I don't want it to be like that,
    &
    I always hope that this someone won't mind either.
    :(

    " Forgive and Forget "
    It's easy to forgive but its difficult to forget.

    You won't know how hurting it is unless eu are the one feeling it.
    &
    I hope everything will be good later.




    Friday, January 8, 2010, 1/08/2010 02:20:00 AM
    Getwellsoon~

    My throat hurts like hell.
    I'm coughing like hell.
    I'm out of breath.
    =(

    Everyone is coughing around me.
    Thats why i became like that as well.
    ARGH!
    &
    I still ate junk food.

    No doctor please,
    cos i seriously hate medicine.

    I wish someone could give me a bottle of honey water now.
    ):

    So watch sherlocks holmes & chipmunks on tues.
    I find chipmunks nicer thou.
    SH is abit boring to me.
    Like having a literature lesson.

    Gotten back my CT & report result.
    4 words:
    'Never work hard enough.'

    I think i'll be skipping whole day lessons later.
    Have to go for terence's 21st chalet.

    Just hope i'll get well fast and NO fever later.

    Actually have alot to say, but suddenly i'm lazy to type + ... ...

    Thanks for giving up on me once.
    You make me realised that i could actually loves other like the way or even better than the way i used to love eu.




    Sunday, January 3, 2010, 1/03/2010 03:57:00 AM
    Stay forever

    While waiting for my hair to dry,
    decided to post something.

    Just 3rd day of 2010 and i felt that it's already quite a good start for me.
    &
    I hope it remains like this forever.
    However, nothing lasts forever.
    HAHA.

    So today went bugis with friends.
    We went to the temple to pray, not me being superstitious,
    maybe we are just seeking something within ourselves.

    I didn't knew that actually eu can only ask about 1 thing.
    I pray for alot though.
    Health,
    Career,
    & of cos,
    love life.
    :)

    This is what it says:
    One have access to the four seas and five lakes. When sailing your mast is straight with the trade-wind guiding it. Your ship is loaded with precious stuff.
    One's livelihood is good. The one spends no effort. Yet one have lots of joy and money.

    This is just something ' extra ', we still have to work hard towards our goal.
    Money won't fall from the sky though.

    & My parents brought a car today!
    Yeah-ness!
    Though it's nothing but i wanted a car lar huh.
    Now it's just the licence.

    I brought 5 tops today.
    Abit heart pain,
    but i simply just like them~

    &&
    Welcome BLACK hair!
    :)

    School's starting on mon,
    treasure those times in school.

    I need to sleep now.
    It's 8 hours of standing later.
    ):
    NIGHTS.




    Friday, January 1, 2010, 1/01/2010 08:27:00 PM
    HELLO TO 2010

    So 2009 ended yesterday.
    &
    I never went for any countdown party with friends which is oh so sad.
    I guess i did miss alot of fun.
    I rmb saying to all my friends that i don't wana go back.
    But now, i would rather stay there than to be back.

    Most of them said that 2009 wasn't a good year for them and they hope that 2010 will be good.
    And 2010 will be = my 21ST.
    DAMN SAD OKAY.
    ='(

    In the past 20 years, indeed i guess 2009 is damn bad year.
    In the beginning of year 09, i think i hurt someone and did stuffs that will make others think worst of me.
    And because of this, there is already a crack created in my second r/s even before we started.
    I care alot alot for him but i did it in a wrong way,
    i tried to control him.

    I don't treat relationship as a game.
    I always don't think that love must come with alot of conditions.
    But my actions back then reflects the other way.
    So i did all that i could to save.
    In the end, my efforts still went deep down the drain.

    I thought i would understand eu when i only knew eu for less than 6 months as compared to someone whom knew eu for more than 2 years.
    No matter what they said, i still insist doing it in my ways.
    But somehow, maybe they are right.

    &

    Again, i lost another best friend of mine bcos of this.
    I said things that hurt him.
    It was so hurting that he really gave up on me this time.
    If we were to see each other outside,
    i guess we are worst than strangers.

    &&
    Also, my grandpa's health is deteriorating.
    Just hope he will be fine.

    Often, when we know it's our fault,
    there is nothing that we can do.
    All we could do or say is:
    " It's my fault, sorry."
    &
    They will then put a full stop to it.

    My friend told me,
    put urself in their shoes.
    What will i do if i were in his shoes?
    I ponder awhile.
    I guess i will do the same thing as he does.
    Cause this is what i did to others too. ):

    I failed twice.
    I don't wana fail again.

    I wonder why is clubbing and money so important to eu.

    What's my new year resolution?

    The next one that comes along, i swear i will never give myself another chance to regret again.

    Gonna obtain my license soon, my car is coming! :)

    All my friends and family will remain healthy forever!

    I hope my future won't be so blur like now.

    I'm gona smile and be more sociable.

    I wish all the sad stuffs will just be gone like year 09, which will nvr exist again.


    & also last,
    everything will go smoothly for eu.

    Hope it will really be a HAPPY NEW YEAR.