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    Monday, October 25, 2010, 10/25/2010 01:11:00 AM
    Tired of trying

    I feel old already.
    Don't have the feel to club anymore or rather maybe would just prefer chilling at pubs with friends.


    Why is thai pubs so on the heat now?
    Why are almost every guy so enthu about thai girls?


    Actually thai pubs are nice places to chill.


    Trying so hard to feel nothing when i see pics of you.


    Trying so hard to forget you.


    Trying so hard to wana be just friends with you.


    Trying so hard thinking of ways how to keep in contact with you.


    Trying so hard so hard..


    How long more to all these of redundant trying?




    Thursday, October 21, 2010, 10/21/2010 12:27:00 AM
    Headache, headache, HEADACHE

    I went to the doc today.

    Bcos i have been having headache for quite a few days already :(
    I was sooo scared. :X

    Okay, then the doc says this is due to stress and not enough of sleep.

    Althou i appear to be not that hardworking, but thinking of the school work and yet still not having the sense of urgency makes me even stress-er.

    Sat, my headache was damn severe and there is a PBF test.
    I studied before that.
    But still, i don't know how to do.

    There's no one that i could ask.
    I nearly wana just cry on the lecture hall.
    But i didn't lar.

    In the end, i didn't hand in the paper and went home after the break.
    Can eu imagine how depressing it is. hais

    I hope my headache will recover FAST.

    Another thing, the SM that i'm under for 2 years is transferring out.
    Was kind of sad ytd.

    Althou we always talk among ourself hoping that he will get transfer out and stuffs,
    still kind of weird that he is not around.
    Other than his unbearable attitude sometimes, overall he really took care of his staffs. 

    So guess who's the HOB now,
    Catherine. 

    Everyone says i and her very close.
    Maybe cause i'm just a part timer who has lesser or rather no responsibilities as compare to the captain and managers.

    &

    She is the 2nd in-charge at that point of time so,
    i shared with her almost everything.  

    So now she has became the HOB,
    things somehow changed abit. (which i hope is really just abit)

    We all know that she needs to be the devil now.

    I really have to think before i say anything next time.
    And i think we will somehow drift apart :(
    Like AWW, SO SAD. =(

    GOOD THINGS, GOOD PEOPLE, PLEASE COME :(




    Monday, October 18, 2010, 10/18/2010 01:20:00 AM
    MESS week

    This week is a MESS.


    Wed's Zouk party.
    After the needle striked 12am, when we were planning to go into phuture for a dance,
    we were stopped by 4 NEA. =.=
    They say wana charged us to court for littering! :(


    So, after debating for almost an hour with them,
    they took mine and hr's IC.
    Lucky it's just a VERBAL WARNING. PHEW!


    Then there's some unhappiness going on in the club.


    At that point of time, i finally understand,
    no matter how hard i tried, be it just as a friend,
    it's still pointless.
    I seriously don't know why.


    Wanted to cry but no tears.
    I've been holding on for so long so long, that i feel that i already wasted alot of time.
    It's not that i can't get over, i'm afraid to step a step forward.


    If i have all the qualities that a perfect woman should have, i will never wana give up.
    But yea god is never never fair.


    Then ytd went over to my friend's birthday party held in pasir ris.
    I was standing outside pasir ris mrt station listening to my ipod while waiting for my friend to pick me up.


    Here comes a promoter trying to explain some stuffs to me.
    I said no.
    He still won't leave.


    I take off my ear piece, and he said:


    " I thought you are deaf."


    @#$(*&^)%$^&#!!!


    &&


    He threaten me asking where i live and stuff!
    Such a fucker!


    I was so scared la! :(
    He won't come to any good end!


    HAHA. 


    And last thing before i end talking about these nonsense stuffs happening for the week,
    He is back.


    The one that i emo about a month ago.


    When eu are tired of the new toy or lost the new toy eu just brought,
    You ended up finding back the old one.
    Being treated like a toy really sucks.




    Althou i only like drink and party once or twice a week,
    I seriously think i need to stop for a student like me.
    How to coop between studies, work and play time?


    I'm seriously getting so scared so scared noww~
    And i'm falling sickk.
    =(


    I hope all suay things will disappear soon..




    Tuesday, October 12, 2010, 10/12/2010 12:35:00 AM
    最熟悉的陌生人

    还记得吗 窗外那被月光染亮的海洋


    你还记得吗 是爱让彼此把夜点亮

    为何后来我们 用沉默取代依赖

    曾经朗朗星空 渐渐阴霾

    心碎离开 转身回到最初荒凉里等待

    为了寂寞 是否找个人填心中空白

    我们变成了世上 最熟悉的陌生人

    今后各自曲折 各自悲哀

    只怪我们爱得那么汹涌 爱得那么深

    于是梦醒了 搁浅了 沉默了 挥手了

    却回不了神

    如果当初在交会时能忍住了 激动的灵魂

    也许今夜我不会让自己在思念里 沉沦

    You can only choose one, either friendship or love. why?