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Saturday, November 28, 2009, 11/28/2009 02:39:00 AM

Awesome thurs & fri

Thursday & friday was awesome!
Thurs after sch headed to jenny house.
So we waited until like 10pm then we set off to clarke quay.
& we drink, drank & drank.
+
Singing.
Nice.
But, same old stuffs happen again.
Uncontrollable.
Wilson vomitted on his way home and Ivan left his hp on the cab.
=(

What a face wil.

CHEERS~

Friday is a public holiday!

No schooling.

WOOT!

And my classmates & i headed for paintball!

Damn FUN lar huh.

Never regret going. =)

You all should really try.

I cannot feel the pain cos i never kena the paintballs.

HAHA.

Too pro already.

But the weather + our body temperature cause foggy-ness in the masks that we wore.

That make us cannot see properly.

I think most of us are just shooting blindly.

O_O

I'm the RED team!

A picture together before we go. =D

Dinner followed by L4D2!

I'm going to complete all the stages no matter what.

It's nicer to play togther with friends than to play with the com.

&&&

Someone is just so quiet all the way.

Not used to it.

I thought he should be talkative.

Yup!

I'm talking about eu.

Don't act shy PLS.

HAHAHA.

I have tried. But i failed.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009, 11/25/2009 02:18:00 AM

A clown

People can be idiotic sometimes.
I don't badmouth eu saying eu are fat or ugly in front of eu, neither do i say it behind your back nor making fun of eu because eu are fat or whatsoever.
Because i believe that there is always a karma to everything.

Maybe eu don't know how hurting it is to the other party when eu said something negative about that person or even taking it as a joke and share with the rest.
Why don't eu just take a look at yourself in the mirror first.

And yet, i have to like take it unseriously.
I still choose to stick my face on other people's cold butt.

When people already make things clear to eu,
eu still thought and hope that he will take back his words which he will never.
You help him without him knowing.
Care for people who won't care/cry for eu.
&
In return, eu are being seen as a clown.
So tired.
How i wish these people don't exist at all.

Sunday, November 22, 2009, 11/22/2009 05:40:00 PM

Just woke up not long ago.
Feels great to sleep until so late.
YAWNS*

I never slept at all yesterday until this morning 8am.
I had a damn early breakfast mac with someone at 530am just now.
He is someone who was once so close so close to me.
The first person who make me so sad so sad.
The first person whom i cried so much for once.

&

I was surprised that we can have breakfast together in the same table one day.
Maybe he did changed abit.
To someone who really goes all out to excel in everything he does,
who really spends his every minute and second wisely.
&
He is into investment.
Maybe if i have the chance, i will ask him to teach me how to invest. :)
I said to him, that whoever becomes his gf would be very very stress.

So, i think we had a great talk.
He is one who undergo alot of things so as compared, mine are just peanuts.
But, still hopes everything will go well for him.
=)

&
At that moment i was thinking,
when and will we have the chance to be like that.

So bored now.
Going amk for dinner and lan.
L4d 2 is out!
Gotta try.
Damn,
I forgotten that this friday is a holiday.

Saturday, November 21, 2009, 11/21/2009 02:21:00 AM

-.-

Last few days was quite hectic.
Working on 2 weekdays.
Reaching home everyday around 12.

Tuesday was my com skills presentation.
I was nervous.
My voice was like... & ...
Our group got only a B.
&&&
My individual marks won't be any better.
Cause i was talking & laughing after i finished my part with my group members which the lecturer say it was rude to do that.
HAIS.

Wednesday attended automation control lab module.
While the rest of the group have already finished their program,
i'm still stucked at the ladder diagram.
:(
Almost cried.
Am i stupid?
SHIT.

Yesterday i went to watch my gf is an agent with J.
It was funny and nice.
I like it.
2012 was nice too. :)

School can be boring sometimes.
Friday's 2 hours of sem proj lesson was always cancelled.
So lead to 3 hours of break.
See how bored am i.

Damn wilson.

After com net lesson, went buffet-ing with friends.

We wanted korean buffet but ended no more buffet.

Damn malu as we have to leave that place after we have already sit down.
So we headed for the jap buffet beside.

$47 for a buffet.

Is it expensive?

These are what we ate.

I LOVES crab. But it's soo troublesome to eat them in public.

Sushi!

Not many varieties though.

DESSERT time.

Looks nice and cute but it's not that fantastic actually.

Let's take a photo. SAY CHEESE!

& it's hongrui birthday today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :) !

I'm not working on sat!

Like finally.

I'm going for Jane's 21st later.

But i don't have floral clothes. :(

My parents were be going away for few days again.
=D

Almost everyday my face looks like that.

BORED.

You never changed.

Maybe the only thing that eu change is that there is just only eu now.

Sleep well.

Nights~

Saturday, November 14, 2009, 11/14/2009 12:25:00 AM

My friend show me this message:

如果你不爱一个人，情放手，好让别人有机会爱他。
如果你爱的人放弃了你，请放开自己，好让自己爱别人。

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的。
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃。

人生中有许多种爱，
但别让爱成为一种伤害。
如果真诚是一种伤害，我选择谎言。
如果谎言是一种伤害，我选择沉默。
如果你真爱一个人，就应该让他幸福。

I've been writing & repeating all these numerous times.
But i just feel so troubled over all these.
My friends talked to me.
Some said this, some said other things.
At one point of time, i was happy.
At another point, i'm just so sad.
I just wish i could tell eu how much i misses eu.

Thursday, November 12, 2009, 11/12/2009 02:01:00 AM

Wishful thinking

Imagine being the only person using a typewriter in a room full of computers,
or watching a comedy movie in a cinema which eu think it's funny, and eu laughed,
eu realised that there are nobody laughing other than eu.
This is what i'm feeling right now.

So much difference between yesterday & today.
I was hoping, wishing & i thought.
HA-HA-HA.
I think i can only laugh at myself.

If there are 2 plates of fried rice infront of eu,
1 looks appetizing, smells great & with lots of seafood toppings.
The other plate looks burnt & only with a few slices of meat.
Which one would eu choose to eat?

If eu have $$,
would eu get a $500 worth of wallet or a $50 worth of wallet?

Everybody like good and beautiful stuffs & not the opposite.
Similarly, everyone like their friends/family or anyone to treat them good, at least with their true heart.
&
I always thought that as long as eu treat that person sincerely, he/she will do the same.
But it's not.

D said something harsh to me.
1st time that he talked to me in that tone.
But i know he meant well.

You have already told me your ans long long ago.
I thought i can change something or that eu want me to do something.
But, it's just my wishful thinking.
ALL ARE JUST MY WISHFUL THINKINGS.

&&&

I swear i'll stop.
How unfair is life.
fuck.

Sunday, November 8, 2009, 11/08/2009 11:17:00 PM

Sat

So today, i've got a little of mood to update.

I realized that there are alot of November babies around me.
But not all i give them presents.
:(

So abit about work.
Hmm, don't really enjoy working already.
Just feel that way especially today maybe also because someone is not around.
When Ivan is on leave or anything for more than a week, things tend to be different.
Peoples, attitudes.
&
lots more but what's the use of writing here.
So enough about that.
SIGH~

So went to roti prata house at Thomson for dinner with D.
D is a ........ guy.
How should i explain?
No matter how unhappy, or how much complains i have over working issues,
he will always be there to listen and encourages me.
He always told me, no matter what eu face outside, i'm inside supporting eu.

So today without him, i feel abit insecure.

Ytd i kept telling him that its 7th November.
I wanted to tell him what i wana say, how i feel, but i never say out in the end thou.

It was a cold night,
& i was taking bus 167 from Thomson to Sembawang with just less than 6 people in the bus.
With my mp3 on,
was listening to this chinese song and tears begin to flow down.
Why?

Nights.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009, 11/03/2009 12:39:00 AM

Nothing lasts

Someone says:

All good things will end eventually one day.

When one thing ends, something else begins.

I'm confused, confused & confused.
So lost.
So don't wana deceive myself anymore.

:(

Sunday, November 1, 2009, 11/01/2009 11:47:00 PM

Halloween

Fri 's live band was nice~

But the place suit guys more than it suits me.

Now i know what kind of place it is, what type of people inside.

It definitely needs alot alot of trust.

Forget it.

Sat 's halloween was fun!

With cool people with their cool dressing.

A pity that i never take pic with those 'bloody' people.
Next year, i will join in the fun.