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    Friday, December 25, 2009, 12/25/2009 05:06:00 AM
    Merry christmas

    Looking at the huge crowd at orchard.
    &
    Thinking that i have to rush down to mac at 12am to do my report,
    I'm feeling damn sad at that moment.
    Cause i have to cancel my party at double o.
    And also my pub session with Sugi.
    ARGH!
    =(
    But no choice.
    And i left quite alot for Alex to complete.
    =X

    I reach home at 4am.
    I have work at 930am.
    Now is 515am.

    I need to pack bag,
    wrap present.
    =.=

    &

    Before i can get started dreaming,
    i'll receive a morning call.
    DAMN SUCKY.

    It was the first time that i'm not gona spent my christmas and new year in singapore.
    So weird.

    Why even thou sometimes we know the answer ourself, we still wana ask for the answer?
    Why still ask for the answer when eu know eu are gona feel sad upon knowing the answer?

    When people say " get prepared for the worst ",
    eu knew before hand and already prepared for the worst, but why still feels sad when the worst happen?

    Last,
    MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

    I'll miss everyone :)




    Tuesday, December 22, 2009, 12/22/2009 02:16:00 AM
    FOOL

    STUPID.

    I don't know why.
    It's been soo long.
    It just won't go off.
    Am i not trying hard enough?

    Christmas is coming.
    2009 is ending.
    &
    I'm graduating soon.
    I had 2 very happy christmas for the past 2 years.
    What about this year?
    Suddenly i hate christmas cause i'll be leaving singapore.
    2009 doesn't seems to be a good year for me.
    I just miss eu sooo much.
    Is everything fated?




    Can i stay like this forever?
    I know this is nothing at all.
    FOOL.




    Monday, December 21, 2009, 12/21/2009 12:51:00 AM
    One wish

    If i could have just one wish,
    i would wish to wake up everyday
    to the sound of your breath in my neck,
    the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
    the touch of your fingers on my skin,
    and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
    Knowing that i could never find that feeling
    with anyone other than you.

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    Sunday, December 20, 2009, 12/20/2009 03:47:00 AM
    MIXED

    Yesterday BBQ was fun!
    But now when i think back, damn malu lor.
    =X


    My 3 years friend.
    He can be idiotic sometimes but still cute.
    PUKE* lols


    JUSTIN!!!!!!
    Shawn, the one in green,
    is also my 3 years friend.
    He is an introvert.
    I'm surprised he came.
    His results are freaking goood.
    No play play.
    But still, he did teach me during CTs and exams.


    CHEERS :)
    I didn't took the pics with my camera cause i'm lazy to install CD & all the stuffs.
    Hp photos don't turn out as nice as camera ones. =(




    Look at yk's EARS. -.=
    HAHAHA. Alibaba.

    All of us.
    Just got to know most of them this sem.
    They are nice & easy going. =D
    How i wish we can be this happy forever.
    Haven upload to FB.
    Look at the time now.
    ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
    So just now chill out with 2 Ts after work.
    When do we eat alot?
    When we are stress?
    Happy? Sad?
    I guess for me is mixed.
    Just now i ate a bowl of mushroon minced meat noodle + half spring chicken + 1 bowl of porridge with veg and egg, all at one go.

    BLUR~

    I don't like. Taste awful.



    Browsing through FB photos.
    Just feel...
    Just tell me harshly once again.
    I never ask for anything more than your love.




    Thursday, December 17, 2009, 12/17/2009 02:12:00 AM
    HOLIDAY

    Okies, shall post something before i go to bed.
    Have not been sleeping since tues afternoon.

    Panda eyes are knocking on my doors already O_O

    Tues at 12pm, went to sch's library and study.
    Went home at about 11pm with friends for a shower & cab back down to the mac and study throughout the night and den straight to sch for paper after breakfast.
    &
    I think i flunked the paper seriously.
    Staying up and studying whole night is definitely not a wise choice for me.
    My brain was like a pierce of white paper when i went in for the test.
    ='(

    After paper, went bugis & K with yk, cs & elgin.
    After 4 hours of singing, headed to ray's condo as it was still early.
    Cards + Mahjong.
    &&
    I fell asleep.
    So still have report to rush.

    Katong have lots of nice food!
    Fri, work + BBQ + power house?
    But i dono if i can make it there in time.
    =( + =)

    I wish that the route would be longer than usual today.
    I'm SO SLEEPY.
    I think i'm going to miss eu through the holidays.
    I don't really like holidays. haha




    Tuesday, December 15, 2009, 12/15/2009 12:31:00 AM
    Somehow

    Somehow i can sense ur gentle-ness yesterday.
    But i feel your fierce-ness today.
    I did what i want to do already.
    &&
    Somehow i feel that it's the end.
    Somehow i feel that eu don't like me.
    Somehow i feel that there is another one.

    Or rather, maybe it doesn't matter anymore.

    People says it's only 3%.
    I doubt there is even 0.01%.

    I don't need anyone to be near my place waiting for me,
    i rather eu are the one.
    But somehow, it just won't come true.




    Wednesday, December 9, 2009, 12/09/2009 02:04:00 AM
    A part of me

    Hais.
    Still stressing my brain out thinking how to do the mode operations.
    I'm having automation control's lab test later.
    &
    I believe it will be difficult as the lecturer always say less than 10% of the class will pass.
    OH MY GOD!
    :(

    &&
    After that, studying wafer.
    I have to get the common test format qn paper done as fast as i could.
    I need to ask Jenny for help.
    This is the consequences of not going for lessons.
    Hope she is free to teach me.
    So many things to DO!

    I don't like people who have motives.
    Don't give the ' keep a distance away from eu ' feelings.

    No matter how, there is still a part of me thinking, & wanting to help eu as much as i can.

    Please bless me with an easy paper later.
    Some people just treat me transparent when they see me.
    I thought up to this age, we should be mature in our thinking thou.
    My retribution?
    * Super tired *




    Sunday, December 6, 2009, 12/06/2009 11:27:00 PM
    It's over

    Maybe sometimes when eu know the ans is better than remaining at the same spot.
    No more favorites.
    No more ring.
    Always, i have to respect other people's decision cos nobody bothers about mine.
    It's over.




    Saturday, December 5, 2009, 12/05/2009 02:46:00 AM
    Black Friday

    Today is not Friday the 13th but everything seems to be so wrong.
    So i was late for an hour for wafer lecture and the lecturer was going thru CT format.
    When she was going thru the calculations,
    my head was like full of ????????
    SHIT!

    Monday, sem proj presentation & quiz.
    Tuesday, com net & wafer lab tests. Com skills assignment 2 & resume.
    Wednesday, automation control lab test.
    Thursday, power E lab test.
    Friday, finally a rest day from lab tests but still have school.

    Automation report due in 3 weeks time.
    Following week, CT.

    OMG, tell me how many things i need to do.
    =(

    Then today i saw someone & he pretends that he never see me.
    It's ok and i messaged him, asking if i could meet him and sort things out face to face.
    He didn't reply.

    He told my friend that he don't want see me and most probably scold me when he sees me.
    He even says:
    if eu (my friend) and her (me) ask me out, i would meet eu (my friend) cos i don't wana lose eu as a friend.
    At that moment, my heart sank.

    Words can be hurting, and the person who wrote such things won't know how hurting it is because he is the one writting it and not the one feeling it.

    After that, was rushing off to work.
    Never plan to work on weekdays actually, but my manager say they are short of people.
    So i try to help as much as i can.
    I work from wed to sat straight.

    Lesson ends at 450 and i have to start work at 530.
    Without saying bye to most of my clsmates, i walked as fast as i could to the mrt station.

    It was cold, it was drizzling.
    Get changed into my working attire and it's already 510.
    I know that i will sure be late.
    I need to call my manager and inform him.

    Just at this time, my hp batt went flat.
    Thinking that it might be faster if i take a cab down,
    i hop onto a cab.

    " Orchard."
    " Cannot, take the next cab."
    Fine, i hop on to the next cab.

    " Going where?"
    " Orchard."
    " Cannot, cannot."
    Out again. -.-

    In less than 5 mins, i went in and out of the cab 5-6 times.
    I'm already rushing for time and yet they don't wana fetch me to that place.
    So pissed off that i slammed their taxi door.
    @#$%^&(#%*!
    Feels abit bad now. haha.

    Finally, i got into a indian driver's cab.
    The song was playing, the air- con was blowing, the rain hitting the windows.
    And i cried.
    Damn malu please.

    The traffic was heavy.
    I wasted $17 on cab when MRT seems to be faster at that point of time.

    At work, the manager was beside wiping cutlery.
    & it came a cappuccino order.

    I was too eager to prove that i can do a nice cappuccino bcos i know he is observing.
    But, it didn't turn out well.
    Instead of foams, i think it's all bubbles.

    When eu are too eager to achieve something, eu won't normally do it well at that point of time.
    Lesson learned.

    My thinkings are too fairytales already.
    I thought that everything should end with happy endings.
    I thought people always say, You reap what you sow.

    Last, i left my bracelets at the toilet while changing.
    I doubt it will still be there tml.
    What a suay day seriously.




    Thursday, December 3, 2009, 12/03/2009 12:46:00 AM
    SIGH

    Eating my pathetic dinner now.
    Suddenly, i plucked up the courage to msn someone first.
    With no other intentions, i just wana help him as much as i can for his studies.
    But i dono whether he receive the things that i wrote anot cos he never reply.
    Guys are hard to understand anyway.
    =X=X
    Don't anyhow think.
    Off to bed soon~